Christopher Walken

Oh I think I've started something quite scary.

Wandering around an old movie grounds, I became quite overwhelmed by the size and magnificence of it all. Bustling people and hurried faces paid no attention to me. I was an extra and of no significance. I always had a habit of finding comfort in others who were as uncomfortable in social situations as I was. He was sitting in a chair, of obvious importance, but still he had that look that I’ve had before. I knew I could safely stand next to him, without feeling pressured to converse or pretend to be interested. As I stood by his chair, he didn’t take notice. He was lost in his thoughts, just like I usually am. I was drawn to him more each moment. Though he was far older than I, which mattered not. Similar souls should know no limits. I was perfectly content with standing in agreed silence, but he took notice of my presence. He was startled a bit, and then began to give a speech about his refusal to sign autographs and what not. I could have cared less about Hollywood bullshit. I just enjoyed his company regardless of his status. I might have been too blunt, but I assured him that I could care less about an autograph. The look he gave me told me that he had never been talked to like that. I suppose he had gotten so used to being hunted down and admired by all, purely for his famous state. When I realized he was taken aback, I proceeded to introduce myself and explain that I just wanted to stand in the company of someone who looked to be as uncomfortable as I was. The next few hours were quite extraordinary.
I don’t think anyone had ever taken the time to get to know him for who he really was besides the actor. We shared stories, family, wishes, and desires. It was my far the most refreshing conversation I have ever had.
Once filming was over with for the day, we shared a meal and still more conversation. There was no hope for a lucky night, it was the farthest thing from my mind, and I believe his as well. But our intentions can not be blamed for the natural progression of two people connecting on such an emotional level. It’s quite interesting how pure honest conversation causes one to suddenly become quite attractive. I’m not saying I didn’t find him handsome before, but now it was different, it was noticeable. The kind of noticeable you can’t seem to get away from.
Christopher Walken and I.